I love two men... And they love me. Time for a second preface. My diary definitely made a turning point last Autumn. A whirlwind, named Charley, came into our life. I gave a lot of thought on how to continue secretdatesdiary and want to experiment with scribbles, pieces of memories. So yes, my website is… Continue reading Preface 2.0
Random post: quick update
So, here I am at work, trying to sneak a post quickly. I know it's been too long, but I can't manage to write whole chapters yet. I am juggling with priorities in life every day. I have my jobs, projects with Bob and my revalidation is still a few more months. Reaching my fitness… Continue reading Random post: quick update
Random thoughts: Quick update
I'm OK! More than OK. I realized that my last post was in July. Our summer months have been project after project. Hold on. It's still project after project. We found a way to earn good money. I feel energized about working as a team with Bob. Though I wish I made more time for… Continue reading Random thoughts: Quick update
Icing on the cake, reconnecting with Charley
After our victory in post I feel insecure and jealous I feel steady and calm. My faith in our relationship of three has leveled up. I can hear and feel Charley's desperation in his voice and text messages. He wants to see me, but his busy work schedule won't let him. I try to calm him… Continue reading Icing on the cake, reconnecting with Charley
Is this my husband?
This event happened on the same evening as the post I feel insecure and jealous. I know I have a lot of power on how to give color to my sex life. My challenge is that I need to speak my mind more, which is something I need to overcome as a shy introvert. What… Continue reading Is this my husband?
I feel insecure and jealous
My last two posts were flashbacks from November last year. This long intense post follows up on I miss sex, meaning back to the present. I am in tears... Like unstoppable streams running down my cheeks. Yes, I have been sad before when it comes to Charley, but not like this. And of course my period… Continue reading I feel insecure and jealous
Condom usage…
This is a follow up post from Magical sex without focus on orgasm, also in November. I am more than pleased when it comes to sex with Charley and the feeling is mutual. It is simply magical. I ask how Bob thinks about no condom usage. He doesn't mind as long as Charley is not… Continue reading Condom usage…
Poem to Kevin (closure)
You had me My heart A piece of my Soul And now you know Now you feel That piece Reaching out to me Yes it was real But I will not feed No more A man with selfish greed You had me
