I love two men... And they love me. Time for a second preface. My diary definitely made a turning point last Autumn. A whirlwind, named Charley, came into our life. I gave a lot of thought on how to continue secretdatesdiary and want to experiment with scribbles, pieces of memories. So yes, my website is… Continue reading Preface 2.0
I'm OK! More than OK. I realized that my last post was in July. Our summer months have been project after project. Hold on. It's still project after project. We found a way to earn good money. I feel energized about working as a team with Bob. Though I wish I made more time for… Continue reading Random thoughts: Quick update
After our victory in post I feel insecure and jealous I feel steady and calm. My faith in our relationship of three has leveled up. I can hear and feel Charley's desperation in his voice and text messages. He wants to see me, but his busy work schedule won't let him. I try to calm him… Continue reading Icing on the cake, reconnecting with Charley
This event happened on the same evening as the post I feel insecure and jealous. I know I have a lot of power on how to give color to my sex life. My challenge is that I need to speak my mind more, which is something I need to overcome as a shy introvert. What… Continue reading Is this my husband?
My last two posts were flashbacks from November last year. This long intense post follows up on I miss sex, meaning back to the present. I am in tears... Like unstoppable streams running down my cheeks. Yes, I have been sad before when it comes to Charley, but not like this. And of course my period… Continue reading I feel insecure and jealous
This is a follow up post from Magical sex without focus on orgasm, also in November. I am more than pleased when it comes to sex with Charley and the feeling is mutual. It is simply magical. I ask how Bob thinks about no condom usage. He doesn't mind as long as Charley is not… Continue reading Condom usage…
You had me My heart A piece of my Soul And now you know Now you feel That piece Reaching out to me Yes it was real But I will not feed No more A man with selfish greed You had me
This date happened last November, so it's a flashback. I am wearing a tight dress with a turtleneck tonight. The dress is decent enough to wear at the office. When I complete the outfit with high heel boots it is a success to let the men's jaws drop. Even at a family party Bob busted… Continue reading Magical sex without focus on orgasm