You had me My heart A piece of my Soul And now you know Now you feel That piece Reaching out to me Yes it was real But I will not feed No more A man with selfish greed You had me
I love two men... And they love me. Time for a second preface. My diary definitely made a turning point last Autumn. A whirlwind, named Charley, came into our life. I gave a lot of thought on how to continue secretdatesdiary and want to experiment with scribbles, pieces of memories. So yes, my website is… Continue reading Preface 2.0
Seriously... I find it hard to keep up with my diary. I have so many other priorities in my life right now. Fun and good priorities! I am fit as a fiddle and enjoy life to the max. I wish I could give you detailed chapters about my secret dates, but writing takes a lot… Continue reading Random thoughts: Quick update
Quick update. No response from Kevin. It has been a week since my goodbye note and three weeks since his last texts (initiated by me). He either chickened out by my goodbye or simply didn't read it yet. Bob thinks it is the latter. Anyways, as each day passes by I feel more and more… Continue reading Random thoughts: Quick update
Bob lays next to me on the bed and reads my goodbye note to Kevin. He approves and asks me to send it right away. He doesn't understand why I have an imaginary deadline. "Then you are done with it," Bob advises me. "OK, you are right. I am afraid though." "I have one question...… Continue reading Chapter 59: When will he notice? Is he going to accept my goodbye?
Do I seriously need to confront Kevin again? There is no interest in me at all. No, 'how is your injury?' Nothing... All I ask is some communication from time to time. Even if it means telling me that he doesn't have time. Fuck, I hate this. The only thing I get is a quick… Continue reading Chapter 58: Endless tears are running down my face now
Wow, a year of secret dates with Kevin. It is time to look back and question myself if I want to continue the Kevin adventures. Kevin and I shared thirteen lucky moments together. I blush and smile when I read the date chapters again, but also feel proud that we survived difficulties. Kevin had a… Continue reading Random thoughts: Do I want to continue the Kevin adventures after a year?