We are lying naked in each other's arms, Kevin and I, underneath white sheets in a sweet little hotel room. Both catching our breath. Kevin won't be Kevin, if he doesn't share stories about his life. He needs it, since he is not a hero talking via text. I prefer texting though. It would give… Continue reading Chapter 56: Did little Bobby lock me out of the house?
Lights are low and the atmosphere romantic. I stand in front of Kevin at the end of the bed in a small intimate hotel room. I can smell him, his own wonderful scent. I look up and stare. He is so tall and handsome. Shall I make a move or - I get no time… Continue reading Chapter 55: I want to reconnect again, because it has been such a long time
I might have a date tomorrow. I checked in on Kevin Saturday and he said there are no obstacles, but you never know. I am quite nervous, it has been more than three months. Has he changed? I have. I am super tanned from working out in the sun and I lost some winter fat.… Continue reading Chapter 54: What if my feelings are gone?
I am doing a little test. I ask Kevin for a picture, because I want to see his handsome face. The last time I got a picture was from last summer. I gather all my courage and ask him. "Can I have a picture of you? Miss your handsome face." That was Saturday. No response.… Continue reading Chapter 53: It is like floating in darkness for me and I am reaching my limit
Kevin is not really interacting with me. I talk to Bob about it, but he is leaving the decision up to me on how to continue my adventure with Kevin. I need to give Kevin some space to recover. It would be very selfish to stop the thing we have going on, because he is… Continue reading Chapter 52: Kevin… I am crying now
I read on a forum that you have to be assertive as a hotwife to get what you want, which is a challenge for me. But it does give me results when it comes to Kevin. A few minutes ago, I asked Kevin bluntly if we should meet in a hotel tomorrow evening. He got… Continue reading Chapter 45: I miss penetration. I need it.
Last date with Kevin was our long-awaited hotel date. I have no clue if it was a onetime special thing and I am afraid of asking for another rendezvous between the sheets. What is wrong with me? I am thinking. Sometimes I am assertive and sometimes I feel insecure and shy. The worries in my… Continue reading Chapter 39: So… You didn’t want a hotel this time?