I have gotten to the point that I really want to invest in Charley. Yes, he is my boyfriend already, but what I mean is... I think he is worthy of my precious time, our time! I see a future with him and I feel secure of his loyalty to us. I also trust that… Continue reading Lovers triangle dynamics
Forgive me if my English is bad compared to my previous posts. I am not the sharpest tool at the moment. Right now, my sex life sucks. I had an accident when spring just began, which required surgery. Bob doesn't want me to tell the details of my injury, but just imagine an exhausted woman,… Continue reading I miss sex
My puppy dog has been such a good boy. I am training Bob more and more. He needs to follow my steps when setting foot in the house. First, take shoes off. Second, put on the collar. Third, wait on the door mat (inside the house) until I give a sign to come over. I… Continue reading Sealing dog-master relationship
It's early morning. Charley is going to visit me. I take a quick shower to check if the bleeding has stopped. It's my last day of my period. Nope. Still a few drops of blood. Bob is asleep when Charley visits. I didn't make effort to dress up, so I open the door with just… Continue reading A morning quickie. Charley finally came!
NRE (new relationship energy) or maybe a sex addiction? An addiction for sure. I see Charley regularly, but I miss him so much every time he leaves. We keep on waving to each other until he is around the corner. Me, peeping half naked behind an almost closed door and Charley with a smile so… Continue reading Crazy emotions messing me up, NRE?
The following happened in November. Bob and I are home from a long day of training. I don't text Charley because he has an evening with his girlfriend. I respect that. All of the sudden he calls me up. "So are you on your way home? Or going to your work?" I ask. "Depends..." Charley… Continue reading Charley’s first disappointment and smack on the face
I love two men... And they love me. Time for a second preface. My diary definitely made a turning point last Autumn. A whirlwind, named Charley, came into our life. I gave a lot of thought on how to continue secretdatesdiary and want to experiment with scribbles, pieces of memories. So yes, my website is… Continue reading Preface 2.0