My last two posts were flashbacks from November last year. This long intense post follows up on I miss sex, meaning back to the present. I am in tears... Like unstoppable streams running down my cheeks. Yes, I have been sad before when it comes to Charley, but not like this. And of course my period… Continue reading I feel insecure and jealous
Forgive me if my English is bad compared to my previous posts. I am not the sharpest tool at the moment. Right now, my sex life sucks. I had an accident when spring just began, which required surgery. Bob doesn't want me to tell the details of my injury, but just imagine an exhausted woman,… Continue reading I miss sex
NRE (new relationship energy) or maybe a sex addiction? An addiction for sure. I see Charley regularly, but I miss him so much every time he leaves. We keep on waving to each other until he is around the corner. Me, peeping half naked behind an almost closed door and Charley with a smile so… Continue reading Crazy emotions messing me up, NRE?
Seriously... I find it hard to keep up with my diary. I have so many other priorities in my life right now. Fun and good priorities! I am fit as a fiddle and enjoy life to the max. I wish I could give you detailed chapters about my secret dates, but writing takes a lot… Continue reading Random thoughts: Quick update
I have good news. I am recovered from my injury. Which is such a liberation. I feel like I can take on the world again. No limitations anymore. After a nice workout in the evening, I hop online to chat with Eric. He has been asking when I would be home a few times today.… Continue reading Chapter 65: I know he would never hurt me on purpose
It is hard for me to write the next chapter, my morning session with Eric. I tried many times to write it, but stop after a few minutes. I will give you a little heads up of what is coming, because a lot has happened in a month. Eric and I had a wonderful session… Continue reading Random thoughts: It was my last session with Eric…
Quick update. No response from Kevin. It has been a week since my goodbye note and three weeks since his last texts (initiated by me). He either chickened out by my goodbye or simply didn't read it yet. Bob thinks it is the latter. Anyways, as each day passes by I feel more and more… Continue reading Random thoughts: Quick update