Bob lays next to me on the bed and reads my goodbye note to Kevin. He approves and asks me to send it right away. He doesn't understand why I have an imaginary deadline. "Then you are done with it," Bob advises me. "OK, you are right. I am afraid though." "I have one question...… Continue reading Chapter 59: When will he notice? Is he going to accept my goodbye?
Do I seriously need to confront Kevin again? There is no interest in me at all. No, 'how is your injury?' Nothing... All I ask is some communication from time to time. Even if it means telling me that he doesn't have time. Fuck, I hate this. The only thing I get is a quick… Continue reading Chapter 58: Endless tears are running down my face now
I am doing a little test. I ask Kevin for a picture, because I want to see his handsome face. The last time I got a picture was from last summer. I gather all my courage and ask him. "Can I have a picture of you? Miss your handsome face." That was Saturday. No response.… Continue reading Chapter 53: It is like floating in darkness for me and I am reaching my limit
Kevin is not really interacting with me. I talk to Bob about it, but he is leaving the decision up to me on how to continue my adventure with Kevin. I need to give Kevin some space to recover. It would be very selfish to stop the thing we have going on, because he is… Continue reading Chapter 52: Kevin… I am crying now
I read on a forum that you have to be assertive as a hotwife to get what you want, which is a challenge for me. But it does give me results when it comes to Kevin. A few minutes ago, I asked Kevin bluntly if we should meet in a hotel tomorrow evening. He got… Continue reading Chapter 45: I miss penetration. I need it.
Eric loves the video of my second assignment. He is impressed, but also concerned that I choked myself. I was not assigned to do that and he enlightens me about choking. His concern for me makes me warm inside and I realize more and more that this world of BDSM is a very loving one.… Continue reading Chapter 27: I wish Kevin was here, so he could hug me and wipe away my tears
I am done with texting Kevin. Girls want attention, that's the truth. I also want attention from Kevin, but I don't get it that often and I am not asking for it. I usually text him if I don't receive a text from him for a few days, but this week I won't. My last… Continue reading Chapter 24: I am done with texting…