I read on a forum that you have to be assertive as a hotwife to get what you want, which is a challenge for me. But it does give me results when it comes to Kevin. A few minutes ago, I asked Kevin bluntly if we should meet in a hotel tomorrow evening. He got [...]
Eric loves the video of my second assignment. He is impressed, but also concerned that I choked myself. I was not assigned to do that and he enlightens me about choking. His concern for me makes me warm inside and I realize more and more that this world of BDSM is a very loving one. [...]
I am done with texting Kevin. Girls want attention, that's the truth. I also want attention from Kevin, but I don't get it that often and I am not asking for it. I usually text him if I don't receive a text from him for a few days, but this week I won't. My last [...]
I had serious doubts about posting this, but in the end they are my pure raw feelings I had at that moment (this was January). Skip it if you don't like whining.
Just a normal Sunday. I am in the mood to have ‘sexy-time’ with Bob. I take a shower to warm myself up. The lights in the bathroom are dimmed and a love song plays in the background. Suddenly, I don’t know why, depressing thoughts kick in. I feel sad. I am having doubts about everything. [...]
Kevin is shocked about my goodbye message. "Let's talk about it, don't leave me like this. If you still want to quit after, then you quit, but not like this..." Kevin says. I am not responding anymore and give my phone to Bob to read everything. I walk away to the bathroom to freshen up [...]
WARNING: Skip this chapter if you don't like sadness. It is Saturday morning. I must work within a few hours, but I can't resist to search for his name. I know he has his own company and what kind of service he delivers. So, I Google the service and add his town to the search [...]